14/03/2014

The call has been made for our last Ivf treatment




So, here we are again.

I got my period today, and that's my Que for calling the hospital to book our last IVF treatment. 
And if everything goes as planned, I will start with SUPRECUR (hormone spray) the 7th of July, then PUREGON (hormone injections) 21th of July and the egg retrieval will probably happen around 3th august. Hopefully followed by the embryo transfer two days later. 

My plan over the next 3 months is to live as healthy as I can, and prepare both physical and mentally for what's about to come.

And as always, my brain goes into full baby drive the closer I get to an IVF treatment. 
I'm pinning vintage strollers, looking at cute baby knit, searching for suspended bassinets, reading up on breastfeeding, co sleeping and babywearing
I really enjoy this weird pre-preparing/nesting behaviour- at the same time, it's like torture.

BUT, hopes are high. THIS time we will make it.   


Maybe you want to read this post: 


That was the question a friend of mine asked about my daughter, when I told him I really wanted another child and my feelings when it came to the Ivf journey we've been on.     






 

22 comments:

  1. Kjenner noen par som har vært gjennom dette - og jeg skjønner godt at det er både oppturer og nedturer. Men, man må aldri miste håpet, uansett! :) Jeg tror det er bare bra å fokusere på de positive tingene som du gjør - ser på babyklær osv.

    Det vil helst gå bra.

    Ha en fin helg!

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    1. Hei Line.

      Vi har ikke mistet håp enda. Disse nedturene kommer selvfølgelig når et forsøk går i vasken eller blir mislykket, men så plukker man seg opp og dess nærmere man kommer et nytt forsøk, dess mer håp kryper inn.

      Ja, jeg liker å fokusere på det positive. Og ikke minst søke og titte rundt på alt baby relatert.
      Takk skal du ha.

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    1. Takk Takk. Forhåpentligvis ligger det en liten spire i magen til høsten.
      Åh - så lenge til. Man samtidig FLYR jo bare dagene avgårde og vips er vi der.

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  3. I wish you the absolute best. It took us a while to get pregnant, and while we didn't end up having to go that route, I definitely know what it's like to want and yearn for a baby. You deserve it!

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    1. Thank you.

      Ye, my girl is so grown up now. And I didn't think I wanted more children. But then I met the right guy, and he doesn't have kids and want one, and suddenly I wanted one as well. Wanted a big family. And that want and yearn is not shaken off easily.

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  4. Good luck with your treatment. We went through fertility treatments also and ended up with two beautiful daughters. It is all worth it.

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    1. Ah. Congrats. Two? You are blessed.
      Did you transfer two embryos then? Or did it just happen naturaly?
      Twins are just so darn cute, but I'm sure a lot of work, in the beginning at least :)

      And thank you. Fingers crossed.

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  5. I truly believe that staying positive will bring good things into a person's life. OMgoodness...the vintage baby strollers are so cute - that brown and white one made in Italy is very nice!

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    1. I KNOW! They are so cute, the strollers.

      I'm not going to buy something new if I get a kid. Really want an old one. And they are cheap, if you look in the right places.
      Can't wait to walk around with my tiny in one of those

      <3

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  6. Good luck! Hope everything works out for you!

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  7. i have all crossed for you x

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    1. Me too. Fingers and toes and everything ;)

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  8. Prayers for you my dear. I love motherhood... It's the most miraculous thing...EVER. xoxo

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    1. Thank you.

      And yes it is... Really.

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  9. Jag skall ladda alla kanaler jag har till det som måtte styra över detta & be hårt om att det går er väg denna gång. Jag vet såååå hur du värker efter att hålla ett litet baby knøtt i dina armar. För ingen går igenom de där hormonkurerna flera gånger utan den djupaste önskan om en baby.

    Jag har just haft ett flash av de där hormonkurerna jag gick på den gången på 90 talet som gjorde mig crazy & inte gav mig baby heller (då).... Jag har fått endometriose diagnos & skulle sättas i klimakteriet, å gå du & hoppa i havet vilken bitch jag blev i huvudet :P Jag hade helt glömt hur hormoner påverkar mig :P

    Stora klemmer & krysser allt för denna gången

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    1. Foruten å ta bilder og dele det på bloggen, hvis jeg virkelig skulle skrevet om det jeg har i hodet hele tiden så hadde det blitt baby baby baby! Jeg hadde delt linker og vist bilder av babyrom, barnevogner, babystrikk osv HELE tiden! For jeg tenker på det HELE tiden!
      Så ja, jeg vil virkelig ha en liten til. Og jeg prøver holde koken og være optimistisk og positiv og TRO at selvfølgelig kommer det til å skje. Selvfølgelig skal jeg få lov til å bli mamma igjen. Men det er vanskelig.

      Og uff, det er ikke bare crazy hormoner og humørskiftninger som skjer.
      Det vokser nemlig hår der du ikke vil det skal vokse, pigmenflekker sniker seg frem og vekta har en tendens til å gå opp for hver runde du går gjennom! Man føler seg virkelig lekker mens man står i det, og forsåvidt etterpå også. hehe...

      Men blir det baby, er det SÅ verd det.

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  10. Sending prayers your way and hoping that things will workout fine this time.

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    1. Thank you for your prayers, I welcome them with open arms.

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  11. Sending you love and light that your desire for a baby will come true... Stay faithful

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